Kayla Chanelle

When I close my eyes, I remember your smile,

it closes the miles between us.

I’ll never forget my first

If it was a song, I would remember it verse by verse.

Before the scene was more rehearsed

Looking back on the memories between us

Engrossed in the feelings that made me want to burst

with love and affection, it was all surrounded by my protection

and love for you, baby girl.

You stole my heart

and I played my part as your protector and caregiver

You reminded me of what it means to live

to give, to love, the second time around

Embracing my crown as your grandmother

Now as we converse about the time we spent with each other

I often wonder if you can really remember those times

I was at my prime when it came to you

and when I reflect on those moments

they are just sublime.

That’s why when it was time for me to take my flight

and leave your sight

My eyes released sadness that my heart couldn’t fathom

Four years of us flashed before me

Kayla and Nana . . .the apple of grandma’s eyes

It left a bore in my heart, but who you were and what you meant to me, stored so much more

I couldn’t ignore the thoughts that I adored so much . . .

I was there when you entered this world . . .

February 9, 2007

I was there when you said your first words . . .

I was there to hear your giggles and feel your wiggles . . .

Each moment with you is a gift to be remembered.

The memories we make and the time we take

brings me feelings that makes my heart shake.

It’s only fair that I take the time to express my zest

for all of your caresses

Those hugs and kisses they bring me blessings

They're the fruits of my labor

The love flows from God through me

from my daughter to you

endlessly.

Let's keep it flowing anew

I don't want you to ever forget the depths of my love for you.

It runs deep,

and it never reaches its peak.

©2019 S.L. Harris